Orlando Shooting and Isis

Look at this thing closely:

The media is going to try to align Black people with the shooter, claiming we were Isis supporters because the shooter said he didn't have a problem with Black people and that we've suffered enough. 

I saw this coming back when the media called the black protestors "terrorists" in ‪#‎ferguson‬. Isis aint real. Have you ever wondered how poor countries get the funds for all of those weapons? Guess what. America gives them to them and provides training to the people. Thats where all of our old military weaponry goes. A lot of politicians (Clintons) have money invested in it. All this war shit is fake. It's nothing but revenue retrieving, plain and simple. They have to manufacture the war and televise their narrative of it so they can keep the power. That's all they're doing.

Charles Wade of Operation Help or Hush Outs Himself

Yep. You heard that right. His account had not been hacked. Here's the print. Please read from bottom to top. 

Since the print on the actual screenshot can not be enlarged, here is the raw paste data:
He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I will tell everything
3:18 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Im not a fucking pimp
3:17 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Guys will talk to me and then I show my crazy, right @andremichael? @damonrhodes I loved y'all
3:07 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I haven't had a job since 2010
3:07 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I put on a good front
3:06 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I work hard but I fuck up
3:06 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Told my mom fuck you
3:05 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
My parents are good people and I've been lashing out on them
3:05 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I been depressed for years
3:05 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Everything people say I am I am
3:04 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
No excuses tho. I did fuck shit
3:04 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Im sorry everyone. I'm blown through so much of my moms money
3:03 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
With my laptop. Niggas didn't appreciate how hard I went
3:03 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I stole from my mom and pawned it
3:02 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
No I'm a lying ass hoe
3:00 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Fire trucks are here
3:00 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I didnt start that way. I was going hard in ferguson and then I did the FUCKBOY
2:59 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I gave a lot but been on my self shit
2:59 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
So you can't get shit
2:58 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
My SSN is 216-17-3754 my credit fucked up
2:58 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
You knew I was mental Leigh https://t.co/pwKIw3YZwH
2:57 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
It's Charles Curtis Wade 314-755-4549 https://t.co/YycgLsrqBY
2:57 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I knew she was hoeing. I didn't make her https://t.co/AfRdLZtfct
2:56 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I help a lot of people but I hurt a lot of people
2:56 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
So I gave people apartments
2:56 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I live in my head. I stole. I been homeless and on drugs since 2008
2:55 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I'm sorry @therealfreako_
2:55 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I'm sorry @jairich
2:54 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Im not disciplined so I cheat
2:54 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I should've been dead of asthma in 2014
2:53 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I worked hard and played hard
2:53 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I wasn't trying to molest people assholes
2:52 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I give so much to be liked
2:51 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I won't see my brother graduate
2:51 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I won't see my sisters wedding
2:51 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I mean I did work but the trolls knew. They been trying to kill me cuz it's fucked yo
2:50 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Real niggas sensed I was on the bullshit
2:50 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Unblock me and read the shit
2:50 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Im@not hacked
2:49 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I can't do it anymore
2:49 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I perform and hurt a lot of people
2:49 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I was on drugs then
2:48 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I didnt finish nyu. I been a senior for real since 2003
2:48 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
NYU just let me in off my mouth for real
2:47 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I was class president and failing high school
2:47 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Im not good completing things
2:47 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I been her https://t.co/G8qNZ5E6Xq
2:46 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I'm gone off the Molly right now
2:45 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Not hacked. I'm a lying ass actor
2:45 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
But I knew she was a hoe but I thought she was 20
2:44 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I didn't do that shit to that girl tho
2:44 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I was selfish and wrong
2:43 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Nah this the end. I'm a liar. I'm a sociopath and I gotta stop fucking my family over. I'm sorry to everyone especially my family
2:43 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
*shits
2:42 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Im@sorry. We did some good but I was high and drunk and off the shots
2:42 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
And my hair fuckedup
2:41 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Ill do the time. I'm a FUCKBOY and a fraud
2:40 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I'm @joanneprada. Real shit. I lie to everyone. and have been for forever
2:40 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
I been a liar and a fuck boy. @chrisalexander was right: I'm mental. I left @solangeknowles cuz I wanted to kill myself.
2:39 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Sorry @matthewwrites. Kris Collins. Sorry Shikeith (but I paid you tho! U lying!) Sorry @damonrhodws.
2:35 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
My family didn't know.
2:32 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
Tasha didn't know.
2:32 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
My mom knew a month ago I was gonna die
2:23 PM - 4 Jun 2016
            

ophelporhush
@ophelporhush
With full transparency before our required report date of 8/31 @ophelporhush, we will release financials for 2016 on Mon., 6/13/2016.
 Retweeted by He/Him/His
9:33 AM - 4 Jun 2016
            

ophelporhush
@ophelporhush
With full transparency before our required report date of 8/31 @ophelporhush, we will release financials for 2016 on Mon., 6/6/2016.
 Retweeted by He/Him/His
9:24 AM - 4 Jun 2016
            
6/4
2016


He/Him/His
@akacharleswade
My lawyer is going to kill me for tweeting but whatever: thank you if you've sent a message, said a prayer, thought a positive thought...
7:54 PM - 2 Jun 2016




You see that red text? He better hold up his end of this bargain. And so does Black Lives Matter and anybody or org with their hand in Ferguson before its too late.

Black Lives Matter and Campaign Zero Petition Demands

1. Open all books indicating where all of the money went, where it came from, and what it currently goes to. This includes politicians, political campaigns (state or local), plane tickets. EVERYTHING

2. Mental health services for those dealing with the death of their child due to law enforcement

3. Legal fees paid for those pursuing civil suits related to unjustified death

4. Expungement of any and all criminal records and warrants related to protests and the extortion of the citizens in areas affected by government shakedown

5. If a person had their bail paid for by anybody who took money from BLM and Campaign Zero, then all and any receipts should be attached to said amount, regardless of which organization paid for it. The point is to show exactly where the money went, who paid, and why. 

 6. Black Lives Matter will disclose each and every person who has been paid by them and any orgs working with them. 

7. All people involved in the fraud surrounding Ferguson and other St. Louis Municipalities, leading to allowing Darren Wilson to be free will be subject to gross violation of civil rights, murder, racketeering, fraud, and embezzlement. This includes Jay Nixon, Bob McCulloch, Darren Wilson, Mary Ann Twitty, James Knowles, Pam Hylton, Megan Asikainen, all county office members, Jon Belmar, every officer as listed in the  Ferguson Timeline part 1, the Counsel of Conservative Citizens, and Charles Dooley for investigation into the Auditor's death and how it would easily lend itself to Ferguson's situation. The funds for the legal process in this pending federal suit should be funded by Black Lives Matter as well as each and any org and person affiliated with them.

• any and all cases where Bob McCulloch was the prosecutor will need to be re opened and examined. All law officials (judges, lawyers, etc) involved will need to be brought to federal trial. All wrong cases will need to be thrown out, and monetary compensation for the victim's families would need to take place. Everybody involved (including his family members working within the city or state judicial system) will need to be held responsible. 

8. Protection should be provided to the families of victims of police brutality regardless of whether or not they win the civil suit and are awarded a settlement. This protection should allow the victims families to seek a new residence out of state. Allowing the family to re-locate will do maximum monetary damage to the city and state that allowed the corruption in the first place.  Any money generated through the Black Lives Matter Network should be used to provide that which is needed (protection of the victim during hospital stay, as well as any other family members who end up in sight of the police).


9. Resources should be allocated to help the families of victims of police brutality discreetly relocate outside of their state. This may include resources required for name changes, residential listings, job findings and anything necessary for them to seek a new life. These resources should not be limited to living elsewhere in America. Victims of police brutality should be allowed to live wherever they should choose,including out of the country if they should see fit.Resources should be provided for obtaining passports, and preparing for the trip.

10. Charles A. Wade of Operation Help or Hush needs to be held accountable for his actions. All funds received through his organization need to be re-paid back to the people who donated to him. He must also disclose all and any entities and people who donated to his efforts due to his role in human trafficking and prostitution, as well as any people who knowingly donated to his efforts while knowing his motives. This is important for any and all orgs who funded him as well as those who funded Black Lives Matter.


These requests are not limited to a specific area. All of these things should be done on a state, city, and federal level. Everybody and anybody involved will be held accountable regardless of the cases Black Lives Matter attached themselves to. All orgs affiliated by donation and or association will be required to submit any and all information.

The Art of Taking

I've been away for quite a while now. But I still haven't abandoned this blog. That being said, I've been dealing with quite a few situations, which haven't lent me the time I'd like in order to write. But, I've learned a few things while I was away, which lead me to title this entry.

I learned that people are only interested in taking things from other people due to incompleteness and the desire to be and feel supreme or superior to others, and that they will do it at all costs. It even shows how they joke, how they frame their language, what they do, and how they do it in every instance including creating families, "making love", creating business opportunities,  marriage, who they pick as a friend, etc.

These people are sinister, and they try to hide it well.
This is where you find huge scandals behind charities, where you find church officials and politicians, state, federal, and local government officials, marketing, advertising, as well as the mainstream media platform. You'll also find them as teachers, doctors, upper management, etc. They might even be your neighbor or close friend or parent. They exist in every size, shape and form and are not exclusive.

They are not limited to attempting to destroy anybody and anything in order to prop themselves up. 


The art of taking is their culture. It isn't ours. Let American History tell it. They raped, robbed, looted, and destroyed several civilizations,  broadcasted it on TV, taught it the way they wanted it in schools, and marketed it so they could get the funds to make everything they successfully pilfered to be owned by them. 

This is what they do. And it's a sorry attempt at trying to feel validated for all of the disgusting things they do and did. 

And we imitate that behavior because it was fed to us.

Now before you tell me to  GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE WITH THAT BULLSHIT, I must tell you:

NO!. I'm definitely not on some "we gotta show love to White people" type shit.  You can't show love to people who are only taught to take. They will never know what love is, nor would they know what to do with it if they found it complete with PhD quality studies, cave pictures, and artifacts.

But seriously, these people are very dangerous to Black people. This thinking is dangerous to us because it has us begging the media to stop slandering us, we beg the police to stop shooting us, we beg for officials to make things right for us, and we beg for proper medical treatment in a system that would rather us disappear or be "color blind" when their entire existence depends on color alone.

We can't ever rely on their definition of love and what it is supposed to be because it is cloaked in supremacy. Supremacy is their entire foundation. It is their history, It is their culture.

We do it to the point of letting takers infiltrate our movements under the guise of them wanting to help us feel validated. We do it to the point of denying our heritage on television, and throwing ourselves under the bus, or allowing so called "helpers" promise to do right by us, only to do harm under the guise of seeking supremacy, or fame and fortune.

People may remember an origination in St. Louis called, "Operation Help or Hush", which was designed to help house activists sympathetic to the issues in Ferguson surrounding the shooting of Mike Brown. This organization was ran by Charles A Wade.  For those who can't see it, He has 3 counts of human trafficking, 4 counts of prostitution.

And he issued a statement once everything was found true:
Black people. We gotta stop taking from each other. That's their thing. They take even when they give. And this is something that I feel Black people aren't meant for.  We gotta get away from this supremacist thinking. Otherwise you'll continue to throw yourselves under the bus.  And that's the entire point of supremacists. They're dedicated to throwing us under the bus by any means necessary, just so they can look good. That's their entire existence. That's. It.

If you look at history, everything our great people did was them"adding on". They never tried to "add on" while taking at the same time. Unfortunately, we either keep running into takers and or people emulating takers. We have to watch who adds on and who says they're adding on as a cover so they can take from you and yours.  This man possibly took thousands of people from St. Louis through human trafficking and prostitution by pretending to "add on".  And we allowed him to attempt to represent us just for validation, when in actuality, it was for exploitation.

On God:

I cannot be angry with those who seek God in the form of religion whom look like me. Because people do that in order to find something better to strive for. They seek Him out in order for acceptance and the feeling of wholeness.

Now I'm definitely an athiest, and that will never change. But I see what and why folks do what they do. A lot of folks seek security and the need to be validated and they do it through others.

I believe that God is within yourself. And only ...you can draw it out from within. And once you draw it out, you will no longer need somebody or something to do that for you.

So I see nothing wrong with listening to artists who bring God into their message. The artists I listen to have a tendency to bring it out, annd they show us their soul.

And there is nothing wrong with sharing your soul as long as it comes from a place where love lives.
Keep love close and make sure you are okay with who you are first and formost. Know the good, the bad, and the ugly within yourself. Once you know that, then you can do better as long as you aren't striving for supremacy.
‪#‎SundayReflections‬

Random Thought # 14 : On Reflection

For those who don't know me already, I've been busy going through a lot of shit on a lot of different fronts. I've spent many sleepless nights, and had anxiety attacks so strong, I'd wake up soaked in sweat. My mentioning that was not to make you feel sorry for me. I'm telling you that there will be  moments in your life where you will go through it. Its incredibly difficult to see the light at the end of the tunnel because once you think you see it, something else will come up, and will cause a lot of stress on you. That stress is not necessarily a bad thing because you will change for the better once you go through it. But the trick is to allow yourself to go through it, but take care of yourself as you do it.  Self care is very necessary, and whether or not you need to go through a detox, smoke tobacco, drink, etc then I recommend it. But the trick is to make sure you can stop once you have things figured out. And when you go through that stress always make sure you make strive to  make new connections each time you go through it, regardless of whether the issue is very old or very new in your life.  This allows you to give yourself time to come to a resolution on that issue. This prevents rumination, and allowing oneself to get stuck because no improvement can occur if you get stuck on the same issue.  It can cause a person to spiral into self harm or self hate, and cause you to not be nice to yourself. The trick is to find out the who, what when where why and how that issue came about. And you can strive to fix it and do so while seeing your whole intentions.

And once you do that, you will find love for yourself, and you will realize that you've being doing love work the whole time. You will realize that you are a whole person with all of your flaws, and so called imperfections.  And you will strive to do love work from that point on. You will begin to do love work for you and your people in the harshest of circumstances and the harshest of environments.


And most of all, never ever let anybody steer you wrong. Because they will have you all kinds of fucked up, caught up, and raggedy. And they love themselves for it.

As for you. Always jump back and kiss yourself and make sure whatever you do, you do it for love and not for the love of standing on top of people (supremacy). Let them do that.

What Would it Take for Black People to Wake Up?

Now hold on... give me a chance to explain myself. I don't claim to be a Negro whisperer of sorts, but I can give some insight on what's going on and why. Here is my best shot.

There are several factors into play here. A lot of folks are waking up and seeing the bullshit for what it is. It seems that those who see what's going on are younger. But the thing is, we have to look at previous generations in order to ask ourselves why Black people haven't waken up yet.  We have a generation of Black folks who are older and they vote straight ticket regardless of whether or not the candidate on their side is worth anything or not. This gets done on a local level as well as federal. This is why a lot of Black people voted for Hillary Clinton despite her track record. It's like a lot of folks said, "Bill Clinton was in the White House already, so we know how this goes. He's family. He's cool because he got head under his desk. He got down with his saxophone. He's basically one of us. That means he's Black.  Hillary is a woman, and so am I, so that means I should vote for her too."
These are the people who chide people for not voting because, "If you don't vote, you deserve what you get.", while conveniently not knowing what they voted for themselves.  
These people had kids, and taught those kids. Those kids grew up and voted as well. They grew up with the following ideals: Get a job, pull your pants up, get an education, go to church and make that money. Then nobody could tell you shit...until you get pulled over.  There are many generations of folks who still use this thinking and instill it into their kids to this day. If we're smart, look good, work hard and have the financial backing to do all of that and raise kids in affluent neighborhoods, then we will have it made...until we get pulled over...or harassed in a store... or have the police called on us for looking suspicious, etc.  This line of thinking encompasses the middle and upper class Blacks including celebrities, which becomes evident as soon as money comes in and stays long enough. Some people dealing with poverty will tell their children these things in hopes they will do better than they did.

All under a post racial America where the president is Black, so the hope is kept alive for those who figured they'd sit down after Obama was elected.

Then you have those born into generational poverty. Unfortunately, these are the folks who are the least informed. Not because they aren't educated, but because they have a whole lot of other things to worry about. In a lot of cases, they're worrying about mental illness, addiction (in some cases) having clean water to consume (Flint, and many other cities across America), transportation, and are really having a hard time trying to eat and live. This means they might not have the necessary things to obtain an ID to vote, let alone know where to vote and how to. They have to secure their lives from day to day before they can do anything extra.  These people might also have children to feed as well, and they're doing what they can in order to live.  We must also factor in mental illness. This is something a lot of people gloss over. Mental illness touches everybody, but the hardest hit are those who are poor due to lack of resources being available for treatment.

All three groups of people regardless of what economic rung they fit on will find the time to grasp as much information they have access to. Unfortunately, this is where mainstream media takes the stage, and right now, mainstream media looks like a big ass remix of The National Inquirer that also tells you what to like, how to act, and what defines a so called "American". The reality of the situation is that a lot of people are struggling to work and keep jobs, are trying to find other jobs, are trying to get out of debt, pay fines, bills, etc, so a lot of folks have to take what they can get outside of trying to exist in this capitalistic society, and if that means watching TV then so be it for some folks.

These people may or may not be religious. If you put religion in the mix, then that's a whole new thing. They're also getting taught how to act, how to dress, what's good, and what one should like. This is why politicians show up at churches for speaking purposes. Its a way to get their foot in the door and influence people who normally wouldn't be paying attention to the rest of the media outlets too closely due to other factors in their lives.

Then there's that American individualistic attitude (I got mine, what's wrong with you) that's killing us. I consider that residual blowback from living in this country (The States). Folks can't help it because it's been bred into all people born in America, as well as folks from overseas due to mass media broadcast from day one.


Now don't get me wrong. I am not excusing anybody for anything. I'm stating situations that could explain why Black folks don't seem to be waking up.

That being said, I must say one thing. I have to face it... this has been a long and hellish road. Waking up is not fun. It's easy to stay asleep, or play woke by dropping knowledge cloaked in supremacy, I mean, after all, that's exactly what respectability politics are about, right?  I don't think there is a definitive point where one could say they've arrived.  The only thing I think that could get us to wake up is recognizing duality.  That means a thug could also be a devout Christian, and a stripper could raise children, a member of the NOI could have an addiction, and a weave wearing woman could be woke. A man in saggy jeans could have a doctorate, and a CEO could be hood as fuck, etc, and nobody would treat them like shit because they don't fit into an easily digestible image.

They would just be seen as Black regardless, and the sooner we get past all of that, then we can finally live.

We have to let people have their things that don't "look right" sometimes. Don't come at them with the "You sleep coon ass Negro" type rhetoric because nobody wants to listen to that, and cussing them out won't turn them on to learning new things. Love them anyway and show them some things in the process. Accept them for who they are, and if they listen, then that's wonderful. If they don't and they stay away from you, then they'll come around sooner or later. It's impossible for people to not have things that conflict with their own selves. As long as they aren't hurting and destroying others, then they should be fine.